Feelings....

Actually, they suck! Today I was hit with all of them. Several people still don't know about Jason and his suicide. I hope the family publishes something soon in the paper. I feel like I need to say good bye to him. Katie said she saw him last week and that he looked awful.

Then, my mom and her whole mind-fuck. I wish she would just let things rest!

And, of course, I am still feeling out-of-whack physically. Everytime I eat, I feel sick. I have had a migrain off and on for two days now and I am pooped! (Literally!)

I cried for about an hour today. Brad said I have too many things going on and that I haven't sorted them out yet. EW! When did he get so smart?!! He let me come in this morning and cry it out in his office. Later, he called to make sure I was ok. Just when I think he's a jerk, he turns around becomes my hero...and of course, that makes me weepy, too!