Psycho-woman is on the attack!
Truevalueman received an e-mail from my mother. It simply stated: "Brad, I will no longer protect Chris from the truth." Truevalueman immediately answered the e-mail. Basically, he stated that she should measure her decision carefully. He told he I have great support, that we base our relationship with Firecop on who he is today and he reminded her that the reason he hired Firecop was becuase of HER!
Here's the rub. I do not pass on my past onto my children. My pain belongs to me, shared with my husband and mostly, in a therepist's office! Furthermore, is there a purpose in rubbing salt into deep wounds? I am still mourning the loss of my Gramma and my mother wants to hurt me more? How is this love? I am firmly convinced she has gone so far around the bend there is probably no hope of return.
Now, the queston is...what do I do next?
7 comments:
as always, turn it over, seek guidance in prayer and wait for good, orderly direction
yeah, yeah, yeah...i kinda wish this shit would happen to someone else!
blah, blah, blah, tell it to your fairy godmother!
she doesn't exist !!! why do I have to do AALLLLLL the GROWING! =o/
breaking cycles is hard, but necessary. from what i read about your gramma, she knew this first hand. i think she would be proud of the courage it takes to put up boundaries and strive to differ from the mistakes of another generation.
this is just an observation from a distance of the little i have read on here. just remember you are fabulous!!! =)
i completely agree with freaky... you payin' 'tention, mama! you are definitely breaking cycles and you are absolutely fabulous!!!! i only hang out with the winners!
that's why i hang with you two!
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